Sunday, November 28, 2010

Pale Houses- I am Your Knife



  I am Your Knife- PALE HOUSES (Mat Cothran and iamyourholiness collaboration) by KIDSTVSHOW  

    Pale Houses was a collaboration with Mat Cothran from Coma Cinema and myself in Nov 2009. More than likely this will be the only one of the songs I'll be releasing with the exception of a remix for track 2 with a video. Would have loved to record more with Mat but we decided to part ways for reasons called life is beautiful and terrible and strange, so, with that in mind, i hope you enjoy the track!


***Sports Trivia- iamyourknife was my aol instant messenger name in 1998. It was later changed to iamyourholiness in 2003 when I began recording for the first time and is the name of all my solo projects.



Friday, November 26, 2010

(conversations) my love-hate relationship with love-hate.

i love you.
i hate you.


you mean the world to me.
you mean nothing.

i would have given you the world.
no, give yourself your own fucking world.

i just want to be with you.
i'm not even sure that's true.

i can't get you out of my head.
you scarred me pretty badly.

i miss the way you smell.
animal pheromones.

i accept you for who you are.
not the part that lies, obviously.

you write beautiful poetry.
most of what you say is bullshit.

i think you are gorgeous.
just before i remember your ugliness.

i want to give you my heart.
you shattered it the first time.

i think i'm in love with you.
only the thought of you.

i miss not having you in my life.
definitely for the best.

i learned so much from this experience.
i regret everything.

i wish we could have been more honest and direct with each other.
i was afraid and still am.

there is a first time for love.
Never thought it would be this way.