pseudo joy giver

He melted away, and still has a smile on his face.

duality speaks

...and it's ok.

local club scene

thank you for shopping

RANDOM WORDS. MORE RANDOM WORDS. SOUND OPTIMISTIC. SAY THE WORD LOVE AT LEAST ONCE EVERY TIME. BE CLICHE. GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR. BE A COMPLETE FRAUD.HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY. I AM SURFACE.

'Hello anonymous...
Have you considered you may just be a tad bit sociopathic?'
REJECT.
MUST KEEP PRETENDING.
Built it all up.
Worked too hard.
Image is important.
I care what people think.
I am a follower.
I am an illusory projection I truly wish I believed.
... How did you get in?

'It is me.
It's been 13,000 years since the last time we spoke.
I don't even know what they call you nowadays.
But i've come to show you something.'


'I have thousands of followers.
I can make babies with whomever i choose.
I tell them what they want to hear because it is what i want to hear.
If it is not what i want to hear
I demonize you until every part of me rises above your hell fire flames.
i am god.
and god is perfect.'

'but you are the fire...
the time bomb waiting to explode and massacre every existing emotion but anger and fear.
I saw it.
I smelled it.
deep down, that is what you know.
deep down, you're afraid of dying.
i'm sorry that i have to tell you this way, but you are a complete fake...

everyone was right.
You have become
flesh.
It is impossible to go beyond the surface.
Any attempt will make you crack.
Issues hidden, somewhere between your spleen and your shadow.
the sound of truth is way too much for you.
i didn't come to destroy you.
but to remind you of who you are.

divorced from reality.
a fake peace.
a misguided dragon.
you chopped off his wings and consumed his fire.
gave him a smile.

beach hair

Above My Bed

Chaos Meets Bliss

godsent.

the universe engraved it

on my pillow

and on my wrist.

i'd kiss it

and would fall into heaven

right before

i'd float into hell.

i never thanked you

because i was too afraid

to feel that good

when all i knew

was the havoc

that i'd open my mouth to.

i never knew you.

but i'm getting to know me.

i thanked every piece of the throat

that broke you down,

that broke me down.

i thanked every spirit of rebellion

that drove you away and sank right back into me.

i thanked every demon i felt i was

and every light she gave me

so that you too, could understand yourself.

i thanked the ground for splitting in two

and holding a promise that one day

i could be just as beautiful as you.                                                                                   

Personal Reminders

The Green Electribes- Full Spectrum

The Green Electribes show @ Snug Harbor in Charlotte, NC 4.25.2010

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Songs of Sleep from Pan and his Lover

You came suddenly, like a fork splitting a one way road.
Shit. I can't tell which path I'm on. Can you see me? 

It was like walking through a mirror. The glass shatters. Cuts my finger. I'm alright. 

I live. My bleeding is my personal ritual and reminder of my being human. 

We've both admitted to our addiction and our longings. The mirror is personified. 

Yes, it has a name. I've been trying to figure it out.
Again, I can't sleep at night. I'm too excited about tomorrow. What is tomorrow?
Are you there tomorrow? Are you there, now? Are you me, still?
Fragmented into a million pieces of dancing atoms, The light reflects off the broken glass.
I can see now.

Have we been swallowed by the labyrinth? the illusion of our divided being? 

You seem to be fine, in a strange way. We've returned to our broken homes; those planets in complete misunderstanding. But is that not the easy way out? is that not the antithesis of our purpose? Let's stick to what we know, yea. Let's deal with anything other than ourselves, that way we can live stress free, worry-less lives. 

Stop. Don't look at her. Don't pay any attention to that moon inside of you that speaks to you in dreams and reminds you which way is up.

She's lying.
I can smell it. 
Don't read this.
It's a freshly-scented female.
She carries your soul.
It would be too devastating to let go of your merry-go-round world to step into that part of yourself that sings you to sleep and wishes you weren't such a stranger.