Thursday, June 17, 2010

Thursday, June 10, 2010

thank you for shopping

RANDOM WORDS. MORE RANDOM WORDS. SOUND OPTIMISTIC. SAY THE WORD LOVE AT LEAST ONCE EVERY TIME. BE CLICHE. GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR. BE A COMPLETE FRAUD.HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY. I AM SURFACE.

'Hello anonymous...
Have you considered you may just be a tad bit sociopathic?'
REJECT.
MUST KEEP PRETENDING.
Built it all up.
Worked too hard.
Image is important.
I care what people think.
I am a follower.
I am an illusory projection I truly wish I believed.
... How did you get in?

'It is me.
It's been 13,000 years since the last time we spoke.
I don't even know what they call you nowadays.
But i've come to show you something.'


'I have thousands of followers.
I can make babies with whomever i choose.
I tell them what they want to hear because it is what i want to hear.
If it is not what i want to hear
I demonize you until every part of me rises above your hell fire flames.
i am god.
and god is perfect.'

'but you are the fire...
the time bomb waiting to explode and massacre every existing emotion but anger and fear.
I saw it.
I smelled it.
deep down, that is what you know.
deep down, you're afraid of dying.
i'm sorry that i have to tell you this way, but you are a complete fake...

everyone was right.
You have become
flesh.
It is impossible to go beyond the surface.
Any attempt will make you crack.
Issues hidden, somewhere between your spleen and your shadow.
the sound of truth is way too much for you.
i didn't come to destroy you.
but to remind you of who you are.

divorced from reality.
a fake peace.
a misguided dragon.
you chopped off his wings and consumed his fire.
gave him a smile.